Relationship, is but a painted hell 10/11/2012

It never fails, being yourself fails, just be yourself is b*llsh*t,
the realism is that it changes when it comes to relationship.
If you don't believe me you'll fall culprit
A friend can accept you, but your love will want to change you
To thoughts of their ideals
Not knowing their ideal is not real,
But you try because you care of what they feel
But leaves you unreal
Dismay is displayed and played on how you both now feel
Mornings have lost their warm spirit
Now I shed a tear, when I shave at the mirror,
Because I miss ...
The sweet morning kiss, the soft touch of her lip
She's there , but
"Not really there " anymore
While I forever love her..
It seems..it seems...
Like now I annoy her...
Love has an expiration date it seems
Temporary, is only to how one feels,
Don't fall victim to its kill.. 

I don't believe in love anymore (2010)

I dont believe in love anymore for a queen to be with me. 
 I only live and have love for my seed, I praise her as the most precious being. 
She's my little queen, and daddy's her king,
no one can come in and change that. 
though I know later in age she will be released to experience life, 
and possibly be someones wife.  
Till then and after I will be her Rock, Daddy will never let her down. 
grab her hand and walk her on the ocean shore, 
and let her know everything will be alright, 
passed every dark night will be morning to sunlight. 
An it shines for her to reach, it shines for me to teach, 
and enjoy the simple things like crackling sounds of leaves through the breeze.
Women have only brought pain and headache, 
sex is temporary pleasure, after it, I only receive bad tempers, why didn't I know better?  
Maybe I choose insecure members? 
I've dated many types, none are alike yet im never happy. 
when u think U found one, U need to test it, otherwise, years later you'll regret it,
I love the female specimen but the female gives hell, can send u to jail. 
Use all your money and yet not consider themselves  "greedy" 
but what they receive they "deserve."  
U deserve to get your ass kicked, poured gasoline and lit, spit, fake as counterfeit, 
Bitch your tongue should fall off because u never really tell the truth, you embellish it.
Save that sh*t, 
U make a victim for people to feel sorry for, 
and cry when your man walks out the door.. 
because he couldn't stand U anymore,  
Beware to those misled, 
just because she gave u head and gave U a sandwich in bed, don't believe it, because you'll be disappointed when love is not what you receive it.... Silly you were deceived.  
I'll live , I'll live single...an happy 
Till I'm dead, they won't catch me 
And I say this laughingly 
Because sometimes it's a part of life that some men have to see... 

Dedicated to those that see with closed eyes... 
****Realize 

Soo Far my opinion between Obama vs Romney

I gotta finish watching the debates, i fell asleep, but I'm on the fence. 

not knowing yet. I was Obama in 08, because to me he seemed like the Go to guy vs Bush,and he HAD good plans . 

I like Obamacare because it will open thousands of community center nation wide for primary care, which will in turn save $$$ because "hopefully , and I'm hoping" people won't come to the ER for bulkshit and get million dollar workups , when it could have cost less than $30.00. 

I don't care for  him acting "celebrity" and having luncheons with Jayz and

Kardashians like they know what the fuck is up ! 

Your a president act like President !

And Im tired of the Obama shirts (side note) lol

Romney is making sense soo far, but don't like the PBS thing (who with a heart wants to take Sesame Street away??), and him sugar coating what a small business is. To him D.Trump is considered in the small business category. 

how will that help the hard

(no Ins, barely enough $$ for bills, cutting hours job, or indepebdent REAL small business) working man and woman ??

Either way , I think they're both puppets to the puppeteer.

2pac Wisdom

The truth !!

sometimes I fell Like Dr Jekyll / Mr Hyrde

sometime I feel like Dr Jekyll /Mr Hyde
Should I stay or should I hide?
Is this life passing me by? This time ones soo fast now , I cannot rewind
Everyday people are not really kind