Before falling a sleep

Times is changing,
My thoughts are rearranging
memories are old stains
Sometimes I can be scrambled, but must hold on to the handle &
head forward , can't live to have another day taken,
Don't wanna be forsaken
Asleep in the middle of night shaking
Awakening....taking in
...feel myself breath
I see the darkness,
In the corner hear light music play,
Melody of nirvana's "Polly "
Before I go back to sleep again
Pray to calm me, and ease me back to sleep softly
But I can't sleep, I'm awake with thoughts
What is of tomorrow?..from Gods plot?
& also an errand I have to do...but
I forgot
I know I have to get a battery for my watch,
And I voted already, Obama came on top.
Hopefully what he says wasn't all talk,
But actually walking the talk,
Know what I mean?
While fortunes are being build on peoples broken dreams
just because its unseen
Does not mean its not happening....cause it is
We need parental advisory ..we're we live,
Not just for Tipper Gore's kids
where they don't have to fear sh*t, or be alone
Rap Music they tried to "silence" because it infiltrated their home to their sons headphone.
And I hope their is a "change" or "move forward," whatever campaign logo they wanna relate, this term in debate
Thinking our minds are in sedate, but my eyes are dilate
Looking to scheme, you wanna shape
But the truth is
the soldiers where taken out of Iraq, but in Afghanistan they
relocate
Why? Is it really for peace ?
Our ways, to them we wanna teach??
Because we're so right and were so good??
Just outside my neighbourhood,
I see people digging in trash for food,
Depending on drugs to stabilise their mood
Their conscious is helpless
& I bet they feel misunderstood.
Money is out to war, but can't feed the poor...
Life is what you make it...
I guess.
write to keep from being depress, ...God Bless..
This place of mess.
Live for my kids..yes